When your plan is cancelled .......... _|_

When you're all ready to go out and ........ The plan's cancelled -.- like wtf if you wanna cancel a plan tell me fucking earlier ! Even worse , you asked me to follow you and your family to jb . eh hello , you fucking dont know how it feels like right to hv a broken family ? i mean like AT THE FUCKING LEAST , you can at least understand how embarrass and ashamed it feels like to go out with your family . you know why ? cos my family is broken . my parents are divorced and we dont even spend much time w each other like you and your family . like yes , THINK , how it feels like to hangout w someone else's family knowing that my family is trashed . Not to frgt , i knw you're busy w soccer w friends and family but at least when you say you wanna go out w me , mean it . dont say you gotta go here and thr last min . then end up you asked me out to ecp and asked me to change . by 2 meet . and yknw wht ? fuck you and your family and friends , you then told me you're on yr way to jb . FUCK DONT YOU KNOW WHAT LONELINESS FEEL LIKE ? dont you even CARE how i FEEL ? you know what i've been through but you fucking dont know how it feels like to be in my situation . UNLESS IF ONE DAY I RUIN YOUR FAMILY THEN YOU WILL UNDERSTAND . and yes i am motherfucking jealous when i see you spending time w yr family . know why ? LOOK AT MINE , SON OF A BITCH . omg just fucking please motherfucking understand me for fucking once . JUST , ONCE . its not even a sin to understand me at least . FUCK ! ITS OK NOW I KNW WHAT IM LIVING FOR . TO BE USED , LEFT ,TRASHED , ALONE . FUCK YEA I DONT MOTHERFUCKING CARE ANYMORE . HUMANS ARE HUMANS , THEY'RE ALL MOTHERFUCKING SAME . FUCK YOU ALL _|_