It's hard to tell people how i really feel . That's why , i prefer to keep things to myself :'/

ouch . :'/ it really hurts when you try to hold on your tears because of something and someone . i look damn ugly . i've never look pretty . NEVER . you imagine you sent a long inbox to someone but in the end , they reply a fucking short line like as if they dont even care . you know , i am a hardcore bitch who listens to hardcore songs . but that doesnt mean im strong inside . im weak , really . i cry a lot . because of everything i've been through . everything my parents did , was infront of me . how my exs cheated on me . made me lost so much trusts in guys . but despite all that , i really love my bf , obviously . my mum left me and my dad used to not care abt me so much as he actually pays more attention to other filipino girls than his kids . he almost left all of us on december this yr to go to phillipines to stay thr but luckily , my bro had to go to NS so my dad cant possibly leave me alone . my exs ? LOL ask me personally abt them okay ? and i'll answer . but dont mind me crying . im so emotional )': HAHAAHAH seriously !~ :/ haissh ok im zo zad tonight we've been quarreling2 arguing2 haiyooooooh D'x tsk ! sayonaraaaaaaaaaa ~ :/